Yesterday we had our first appointment for Peanut #2. The midwife said I was measuring right on for my due date (October 25). I was 8 weeks 1 day yesterday and thankfully it was a very comfortable appointment. I have been so nervous and scared... maybe some of my anxiety stems from having TWO kids! And how will I share that love? It seems so impossible at this point, but I don't want this second kiddo to feel left behind, either. I know it's possible somehow. Plenty of parents have two kids (or more). Don't misunderstand me. I love this new kiddo that's on the way, it just... I don't know. I guess it will take time to adjust to this whole new family of ours. Maybe it'll become more real once I get bigger? Or maybe it won't set in until after the baby is born? Well, to keep myself sane, I will try not think about that for now.